i got a blog !

WHY!!!!!

2011-12-20T21:29:00.002+08:00

I AM SO BLOODY CONFUSED.

WTH THERE ARE SO MANY BLOODY DECISIONS TO MAKE IN EVERYDAY'S LIFE. WHY CANT MY FATHER MOTHER BE JUST FREAKING RICH SO THAT MY WHOLE LIFE IS PLANNED NICELY AND I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANY FINANCIAL ISSUES, GOING WHERE TO STUDY, GOING WHERE TO WORK, GOING WHERE FOR A HOLIDAY, WHAT TO BUY AND WHAT NOT TO BUY.

WHY MUST I TAKE A BLOODY CEI EXAMS THIS THURSDAY AND STUDY ABOUT THE BLOODY LABOUR LAW AND EMPLOYMENT AGENCIES ACT IN ORDER TO GET MY NEW JOB?

AND WHAT IF I DONT LIKE MY NEW JOB? IM QUITTING TMR AND I CANT BLOODY GO BACK TO MY COMPANY IN FUTURE AGAIN!!! I WILL MISS MY COLLEAGUES SO MUCH, ONE THING IM SURE I AM NEVER GONNA FIND SUCH NICE AND LOVELY COLLEAGUES ANYWHERE IN THE WHOLE ANYMORE!!!!

WHY CANT MY PARENTS JUST BE FREAKING RICH AND SEND ME TO UK/USA/AUSSIE TO STUDY NOW? WHY MUST I BEHAVE LIKE AN ADULT AND GIVE ALLOWANCE TO MY PARENTS EVERY MONTH WHEN IM EARNING LIKE ALMOST PEANUTS EVERY MONTH.

WHY MUST DECISIONS BE SO TOUGH! MY HEAD IS GONNA EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

midlife crisis

2011-10-09T19:36:00.003+08:00

hey people,

seemed like a decade since I last blogged. Everytime I feel bored or like emotional I feel like blogging but then there are like sooooooooo many things to do. Why must there be so many things to decide and make a decision and like never ending issues appearing?

Seriously, work has been ups and down. been in Marcus Evans for 7 months. I'm really grateful for this job. I learnt a lot of things, how to communicate better, how to influence and persuade people in a professional way. My manager's soooooooooooooo great. She's so pretty, so cute, so funny, sometimes a little bimbotic but most important thing is I know she likes me a lot which is the number one factor that I, as a employer (or employee?) is looking for. My other bosses are great, I love them and I can feel so much accepted and they like me too. Although I'm still as guailan to some of the people I really hate and dislike in my office, but I like most of them. ;)

In a sales job, there's always ups and downs. My salary is like up and down, survivable but it is reallyyyyyyyy possible to make very good money. For example one girl joined 1 month later than me, earned 10k this month. Like seriously 10 freaking grand. I never imagined I would earn this amount of money, unless I pimped myself or like you know studied till I get a doctor degree or something.

And again, if I earn 10k for a month, I will go on a splurging month, spend my money on shopping, travelling and treating my friends. I will even pay for my friends! But again, people are different, my colleague who earned 10k, doesnt even want to buy me a beer. I have to pay for her sometimes instead. Thats Singaporean for you. Sigh.

Moving on besides work, my love life sucks. Seriously, no love no life. Is it really karma? Everytime when a guy appears and I'm interested, it ALWAYS doesnt work out. And those guys (not trying to brag) that claims they like me is like seriously turn off. But then again, being single is good. But sometimes you just miss the feeling of someone being there for you, someone there to listen to your complains, your grumbles and your whining.

And really I wanna emphasize I CANT STAND FRIENDS WHO STICK TO THEIR BFs LIKE BODY AND SHADOW. or like those sending each other sweet messages and replying and announcing to the world through twitter where you went, what they are doing, how much I love you and miss you. COME ON SERIOUSLY ITS SO IRRITATING. I'm not being sore here, I've been in love but cant you behave normally? I think the best couple I've seen will be JT and her bf, she seldom mention him unless its funny or like life examples. But anyway that's not the point.

I'm so sick of my life right now. It's like, I DONT FREAKING KNOW WHAT I WANT. sometimes I just feel like breaking down but then again, life's not that bad comparing to the other less fortunate. right k, Idk what I'm typing now.

thats it. Bye now.

awww

2011-04-24T19:58:00.001+08:00

today my sister came over with her 3 sons, the youngest one 2 months old.

HOW CUTE AND CHUBBY!

I carried him because he keeps making noises and when I carry him on my arms, he was smiling. My heart melt and I was wondering how happy and easily contented babies are. Their life are so simple, so pure and innocent, unlike adults. :(

I look at him and I smile back, those are the most genuine smiles ever. Babies are the cutest and most innocent creature on earth ever. <3 I wanna be simple too.

updates

2011-04-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hi,

short updates, promise will updates photos of my birday and BKK trip soon!

my work is better now, I got transferred over to another department without knowing anything and the manager is nicer than the previous one.

every Friday my colleagues will go to Overeasy at One Fullerton for drinks and its so fun to be with them! Played beerpong on Friday which I trashed my opponent HIAK HIAK HIAK. I'm awesome :D

I seriously believe there is karma in this world. Like how you dumped your gf/bf and how you got dumped last time and how you will get dumped again next time. Vicious cycle isnt it. Life's that cruel and fair. I believe life is fair now and its up and downs. LOOKING FORWARD TO MAY!

seriously I really hate staying at home where my sis will keep complaining about me using the electricity and not paying any bills (HELLO I JUST STARTED WORKING LEY) and then my father will scold me for not being at home and expects me to BE HOME AFTER WORK EVERYDAY like seriously wtf.

when I got a more stable income, I WANNA MOVE OUT even though AMK is an awesome location, but probably not again cause my father will be so lonely but then again I REALLY NEED MY OWN SPACE AND STOP NAGGING AT ME PLS.

that's why life in China is soooooooo good without any stress and naggings and so much freedom. SIGH. How I hope I have the money to study abroad too.

Just met Jtee yesterday and went to Muddy, nice place with nice draught beers and yeah ok PINT is not pronounced as PIN its PINE instead. zzzz and past tense of glow is not GLEW damn just got malu-ed twice in a day.

ok its 923pm now and seriously I have no idea of what to do. TV is boring and I cant go out and left me with only sleeping which I've took 5 hours of nap today already. I should have just meet Siying just now SIGHHHH.

ok I'm very lazy to post photos also I apologise again. I have very chio nails now btw hehehehe :D

UPDATE

2011-03-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hi,

my blog is dead and my tagboard is like wow, some unknown ppl actually tag me HAHAHA

anyway short update on my life:

1) I graduated already

2) I'm working for Marcus Evans selling Large Scale Events now

3) work really sucks, like BIG TIME

4) been going zouk very often now, maybe at least 1-2 weeks once

5) met a lot of cool people and it excites my life a little

6) I'm single now

Last but not least..........

7) I'm throwing my 20th birday partyyyyyy this Saturday at Studio M Hotel!! :DDD

but somehow I'm not very eggcited ley.

I'm going BKK soon too!!!! omg damn shopping excites me. I guess no one will read this but I just wanna re-read it when I'm old next time so that I know I've been working for Marcus Evans during this period of time.

okdokie, hope all my friends are doing well. IMY :(

2010-12-18T03:26:00.002+08:00

I thought overseas could heal everything.

Numbed for 3 months and now, I'm back to where I belong.

Still as loserish as ever. still as sucky and easily replaceable as ever.

Nobody cares, right?

Future

2010-12-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today is an interesting day!

My guest relations officer appeared in our dorm today (which I just woke up) and then say a very rich and wealthy boss wants to treat lunch! I wanted to go out with Hiromi at first and say I'm not going but then she say we are going to eat Suzhou's best crab!!!! and I've been craving for it since I came to Suzhou but the crabs are soooooooooo expensive!!! Even more expensive than the Sri Lankan ones.

SO I WENT!!! HEHEHEHE.

So this very rich boss was together with other rich boss and then we were all offered glasses of white alcohol (which takes like vodka) so my first liquid of the day was something which tasted like vodka. Great, like listerine.

anyway, the restaurant is really like those very atas one, I thought its those normal restaurant where I can just happily eat my crabs but its not!!! There were like 8 cold dishes already which I fancied none. So yea those big bosses just happily talked about their how many billions and millions of projects and sales and marketing blah blah blah while I just listened.

Finally good dishes came and the fish is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bloody nice. I dont eat fish one but it was soooo good. And then came my crab where each have their own crab on a plate. so different like SG! So I took a picture. :D

Looks like a burger crab AHAHAHAHHA AND IT WAS DELICIOUS!!! YUM YUM.

Then the lunch ended and the big boss who treated the dinner says he wanna send us back. The other bosses drove Mercs Benz AND ITS BLOODY EXPENSIVE KIND!!! then the boss say he go take his car and it was Lexus also those bloody expensive one!!!

In the car he talked to us and ask if we graduate already can come over China to help him do his business which he will pay like 10k to 20k YUAN. but then if the sales is good, can pay up to 60-70k blah blah blah. And I guess he is really serious and mean it. So stop thinking that China is bad and poor!! They are getting richer and richer and I can see that from the guest encounters in my hotel, they carry like dk how many thousands in their wallets and they drive damn expensive carsssss, I see more expensive cars here than in SG.

hmmmm suddenly I'm starting to think about my career. I want to be rich and be successful!!!! And suddenly being a rich tai tai is not my dream anymore.

SHanghai!

2010-12-09T20:43:00.006+08:00

hmmm maybe I should blog a few photos about Shanghai. But I'm just toooo lazy. :(

Yizhen's sis went to Shanghai for conference and we stayed in her hotel room! Crowne Plaza. The toilet is as big as the bedroom. LOL. serious

Some places we went, Qi Pu Lu. Its famous for those wholesales clothes and fashion goods. and look at that one biggggg bag of clothes me and Yizhen buys. I bought 4 pieces of clothes for 60yuan!!! :D

we have been taking train to places instead of taxis cause taxis are so expensive!!! trains in Shanghai are like MRTs in Singapore.

except that they have beggars in the train asking for money, I alighted the train for 4 times and all the times they have beggars!!! a bit scary and freaky.

oh and for the roads right, Shanghai people are really smartttttttt. during traffic jams, where the cars have to stop right (duh), I saw an auntie carrying a feather duster walking to expensive cars like Audi, BMWs, Lexus and etc and just clean the wind screen. LOL. then the drivers will then unwind their window and give her money.

ISNT THAT SMART??????? OMG I WANNA DO THAT IN SG TOO. HAHAHAHAHA

Then we went to Cheng Huang Miao for the world most famous XLBSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! the queue is bloody long but it was worth it!! 16 pieces for 20yuan!!! and if you wanna sit in the restaurant, you have to pay for like 30yuan per person if you dont wanna queue. (meaning you pay 30yuan for the queue) crazy shit. so we queued and it was sooooooooooooo nice. awww I'm hungry now. :(

wiki or google it!!! HAHAHAHAHAA

Oh the first day we went to Happy Valley!!!

its Shanghai themepark and I swear its freaking awesome!!! entrance fee: 200yuan

so beautifullllllllllllllllll <3

the sky is this colour only at 4pm!!! the themepark closes at 5 though :(

The roller coasters ride are awesomeeeeeeeeee. there are like 5 roller coasters, and one is made of wood!!! YES WOOD!!!!!!!. they spent like 600 million yuan building it, and the wood are imported from Canada, and every month they have to like erm spray it with the pesticides and blah blah blah.

and the roller coaster is fucking amazing. I queued for 1 hour but I guess its really worth it. though its only 2 min ride. and theres this 2 fucking guys who tried to cut my queue!!!! like hello??? So I stormed to him and say

me: excuse me, I'm infront of you one hor

him: *stare at me*

him: *ignore*

him: continue to cut

LIKE WTF!!!!!!!! IM SO BLOODY ANGRY!!!!!!! then when the queue starts to move again, I rushed up and yay I won! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

isnt it amazingggggggg? like lego? I swear its so breathtaking that I stared at it for like dk how many hoursssss.

another yellow roller coaster ride, which the queue is shorter. but its bloody amazing too!!

CHECK THIS OUT!!!!!!! this roller coaster has like 90m vertical, YES VERTICAL DOWN. and before it go downs, it stopped at the top. and then suddenly, WEEEEEEEEE~~~

ITS SO BLOODY AWESOME THAT WHEN I SCREAM NO VOICE CAME OUT!!!! and its just so bloody and fucking fast!!!!!!!!!

FAST AND FURIOUS!!! OMG I WANNA RIDE IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

At night, we went to the Oriental tower.

we didnt go in, cause the entrance tickets cost like 130 yuan which is so bloody expensive!!!!

Alright, pls see my fb photos for more photos!!! and most prob I'm going Shanghai again this month cause my friend is going back!!! YAYYYYYYYYYY!!! :D

I will probably blog about Hangzhou too..when I'm free? HAHAHHAA.

MISS ME PLS!!!!!!!!

xoxo

fuck shipping in china

2010-12-01T14:36:00.003+08:00

Seriously, I've always wanted to buy christmas present back to my friends and love ones

so I shopped for presents for the past 3 weeks.

So, finally chosen and even bought vivian's birday present and today I went to the china post office!

paid 13yuan for the box and taping and wrapping and I chose the water transportation because it costs 7yuan PER 100g. FUCK EX SIAL.

went to counter 2 and the person began to key invoices and blah blah blah and I asked how long will it reach to Singapore by water transportation.

girl: 2 months

me: HUH! i want to reach by christmas

girl: Oh then you choose air transportation lor

me: oh ok can

girl: that will be a total of 388 yuan.

me: FUCK SIALLLLLLLLLL *look at yizhen*

me: give me back the big box

girl: *dulan*

seriously, the present dont even costs like 388 yuan! its so bloody ex! and to ASB!

ASB!

your shipping is so expensive, and I dont care I pay for your presents you pay for the shipping yourself. I come back collect from you all!!!!!!!!!

(not niao ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) shipping costs like 134 yuan = 30 sgd! HOW EX IS THAT!!!!!!!! its like 1/4 of my monthly pay. and after I send out I keep cursing and swearing like mad.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

on a bright side, I'm going to Shanghai this weekend!!! Will be going to the themepark and safari zoo! Rachel, wanna take a look at Shanghai zoo? aww it will be so different cause I wont be sweating there! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

ok HOW's LIFE EVERYONE? hope you all are coping with your intern. i think, noone misses me anyway. thats how sad my life is :(

Suzhou!!!!

2010-10-24T13:12:00.006+08:00

hiiiiiiiiii i'm back!!!

life's much better now. but the management here really sucks!!!!

I finally can have off days!!! my 2 friends here got china guys chase after sial I dont have!! LOL.

there's one German long staying guest here and he is very handsome!!!! 25 years old and look like David Beckham!!! very handsome!!!

I love talking to guests especially angmohs!! they are so nice people!!!! and after our conversation they say they enjoy talking to me too!!!!

now I'm at the F&B for almost 3 weeks already! 1 more week and I'm off to Frontdesk! Can't wait!!!! I've been clearing plates (cause its buffet) and carrying tray to the stewarding area! It's so dirty that everyday I end work I showered immediately!!!

I used to sleep in the upper deck in my dorms and everyday its quite unconvenient to move up and down! one of the interns here from Dalian is so nice to me!!! she moved to another dorm and sent me an sms saying " Hello! I'm moving over to another dorm, I'm saving my lower deck bed for you ok? sleeping on the upper bed is really inconvenient! Wait for you to come back ar!!! "

awww so nice!!!! yizhen and sabrina is still staying on the upper bed! I'm so luckyyyyyyyyyy <3

the staff here really treat me very nice!!! esp the chef and cooks! they always save the cakes for me, like cheeesecake, tiramisu, chocolate mousse cake! They are so niceeeeeeee <3>

clothes are so cheap here and nice! I'm going bankrupt! I've drawn like 2.5k here already, and spent a total 1k sgd here :( (less than a month and I'm only earning 120 sgd a month)

on a side note, 2 days ago I was having my off day and both my friends are working! so I went to the twin pagoda behind my hotel alone! I saw a gardener trying to tell a French about his plants in Chinese and the French guy is like listening until very difficult. So I went over and translate for them! and the French guy was with his wife and they are very young, one 30 and one 32! They have saved enough money and are touring around the world for 1 year! so envious :(

Then I brought them to eat Sheng Jian Baosss which is 8 for 5 yuan and they like it very much! They will be in Singapore next year too yay can meet them and introduce them to all of you! kekeke. :)

I'm gonna take photos of alllllllll my loot, including my nice bags, watches, clothes, shoes, hair accessories, everything! its so cheap and nice but I need to keep thinking whether I will use it or not in Singapore. I'm so gonna buy a boots like Doctor Martens boots but nicer than Doctor Martens!

Saw a Zara slipper which is super real!!! it has a price tag on it which reads 24.90 pounds and hor got the alarm system sticker!!! its so awesome but its 120yuan which is about 24 sing so I'm contemplating whether to buy it or not. TELL ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going Hangzhou next weekend and tour is so cheap!!! its like 60 sing for 2d1n which includes sight seeing and a 4* hotel!!! kekeke.

ok please miss me hor I'm coming in 3 months time!!!! MISS ALL OF YOU ALREADY MUACKS <3

IDK WHY I CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRR.

life in Gloria

2010-10-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

sorry ar.........

very lazy to update my blog.

you think i so free?

China ppl very what one lor, ask me work and work and work only

Pay like only 60cents per hour, ppl work to earn money

I work dk for what lor.

angry arrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Been working for 12 days str8 without offday lor.

at first say let us off during Golden Week which is 1st Oct to 7 Oct

then we like so happy think they so nice sial, just come only then give us 1 week break

then pangsai lor, 2 days later say kena cancel

say what during holidays then can learn more things, experience more things

wlao eh I very dulan

then say will let us off together maybe 2-3 days a week

at first say let us off for 2 days, 4th and 5th

then end up cancel our off day again, become 7th and 8th

wlao eh

then nvm

Japanese intern here got own hotel room, every night eat international hotel buffet

we eat shit things :(

we stay shitty dorms

we stay underground hor

very dirty, got cockroaches

then the toilet is squat one, nvm

every morning got one pile of shit :(

then the showering no door one, everyday see naked girlssssssss

be it old auntie, fat, slim, tall, short, big breast, small breast, every women also see la

ewwwwwwwwww.

lucky we make friends with the Japanese girl, every time we go her room to slack, watch tv, use com and shit and shower :)

food here is ok la, canteen food a bit sucky though sometimes its nice

if its not nice, we survived on biscuits and milk :(

ok la we went out to eat

Macdonalds here is not cheap lor

its like 25 yuan a meal

its like same as SG right

but my pay only 3 YUAN an hour hor!!!!!!!!!!

shopping here is goood!!!

for the past few days I keep buying clothes clothes clothes

spent like 1.1k yuan alr, LOL

my 2 months pay here ahahahhahaa

but the clothes here and shoes is so nice!!!!!!!!

one shirt cost like 20-50 yuan

shoes is like 25-50 yuan

so cheap and nice!!! really!!! :D

only retail therapy saves me from the stress and unhappiness here

the weather here rocks my socks, its so nice!!! so cooling and happy when we are outside under the sun. :)

ok overall, I'm fine and ok. except the working here. but then they know we are Singaporeans intern so they don't really scold us or ask us to do a lot of work.

today we went to to the back alleys there and walk around

then we smell something very nice! it sells xiaolongbaossss and other dimsum

then we went in to eat

but then xiaolongbaos no more alr, so we ordered the jiaozi and shengjian (another type of xlb)

omggggggggg its like 8 for 5yuan!!!! which is 8 for 1 dollar SGD

and its like omggggggg fucking nice!!!!! photos with my friend luh, show you all next time!

so happy to find cheap and nice food here. from now on when I'm hungry, I'm gonna eat 4 shenjian = 50cent sgd, then drink the soya milk there, 1 yuan! keke. like that I can survive with my pathetic 600yuan per month salary. :(

ok I gtg! hope its interesting, though no photosssss. kthxbye. :)

oh and I bought a spongebob PJ for 20yuan, so comfy and cuteeeee! <3

pls dont forget me hor!!! if not no presents for you!!!!!!!!!!

Beijing day 3!

2010-09-22T20:23:00.003+08:00

hello!

here to blog about my eggciting Beijing life.

DAY 3!!!!!!!!!

today woke up at 750am, wore my newly born shirt with bandage skirt (photos below)

and a pair of stockings.

then we went to have breakfast, and a short orientation where Gloria Vice President came. He is super funny luh seriously.

then orientation ends and there goes FREE AND EASY!!!!

so sad lor, Beijing ppl left alr :(

then 8 of us went to XiDan

we took the train which is super squeezy!!!! there's like this group of uncles who look like construction workers, then they wanted to alight

then one of them say "so squeezy"

the other one reply " DONT CARE JUST SQUEEZE!!!!!!!!!! "

and push and push and push.

luckily i only take for 4 stops if not my backbone gonna break.

XIDAN IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!

I bought:

1. fake eyelash 1 box 10yuan

2. shoes 55 yuan

3. jumpsuit 70 yuan

4. dress pokerdot for 38 yuan

5. longgggggggg cardigan for 40 yuan.

AWWWWWW I spent like 700 yuan alr~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

ok I need to stop spending soon!

I got so many thingsssssssssssssss to blog but now I'm so tired alr. ok luh blog again tmr.

leaving for Suzhou tmr morning 6am!!!! wish me luck in zipping up my luggage!!!!

yay can use blogger to blog!!!!

2010-09-21T22:26:00.004+08:00

hi i'm back to blogger cause I changed the proxy and the dk what thing. :D
Day 2 in Beijing

life's sooooooooo good.
woke up at 8am, go down for breakfast, went for orientation meeting.
the VP of Finance and VP of sales and marketing are both from SG and Malaysia and they speak damn goood english!

then they see us like all sian sian they say give us 15 min break! Life's sooo good here cause our bedrooms are just 2 floors up! take 10min nap also happy ahahahhaa.

ok then went for lunch ar, then our personnel manager Jacky Sun briefed us and continue his teaching. we are like attending chinese lesson and I really miss my chinese lessons in primary and secondary school. he even tell us the "lu shan zhen mian mu" story about during the Tang dynasty blah blah blah woooo so interesting!!!!

going to Suzhou this thursday morning 6am wor!!!!

ok then Jacky Sun brought us to Carrefour and on the way there I went into 7/11 and bought sushi for 3.50 yuan!!! SO NICE LOR.

then went to Carrefour at the dk what mall and I bought my contact lens for 86yuan/pair, 6 months hor somemore!!!! so cheap right....

then went carrefour shop around, bought some toiletries, water, lip balm and some ahchibalia things luh. bought the big version of Yakult and its very niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee awww I just drank like one big bottle, waiting to shit now. LOL. spent like total 100 yuan there. thanks Zhaoqiang for carrying back for us <3

then errr......back to hotel for dinner then we went to another mall for shopping. Bought a spongebob shorts!!!!!!!!!!!!!! awww damn cute, I'm wearing now kekeke. show you photo below. ok then bought 2 panties its like 3 for 10 yuan, which is like 3 for 2dollars sgd awww super cheap righttttttttttttttt. then bought a crop top for like 35 yuan. awww I spent so much today dang!
bought sushi on my way back for 15 yuan ahahhahahahaa.

bought macnuggets for 6 yuan! so cheappppp luhhh. and there's H&M here but NO IM SHOPPING FOR CHEAP STUFF!

took the tuktuk back which like they con us lor. 5 yuan per persoon sial ok luh nvm give him lor~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~boost their economy ahahahahahhahaa

ok blogger dont let me upload photos. I try again ar...........

maybe tmr. :)

life's so awesome right now woohoooooooooo

I MISS MY BF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

last words

2010-09-19T09:07:00.002+08:00

Just came back from phuture,

no, like 3 hours ago, slept awhile, met up with Red Bull for breakfast and shower and my bf is coming over nowwwwww.

hey to asb:)

thanks for last week party

seriously, I'm soooooooooo sorry I caused so much trouble when I'm drunk but I swear I didn't ever have a thought to hurt or cause any trouble to any of you.

if being overly friendly and talking to strangers in clubs means I'm behaving loosely, I'm totally speechless. Life's been so great so happy and fun with you guys. Never fail to make me laugh.

To Jtee,:

I swear you are the cutest girl I met on earth and in my lifetime. sorry that I scolded or being hostile to feifei that day or to you. didnt mean to cause any unhappiness between both of you. thanks for always supporting all of us when we have troubles or quarrels with our other friends. whenever I feel guilty or something you always supported me like no matter what, eg like sophia birday chalet incident. really thanks so much and pls pls pls take care and try to be punctual. thanks for topping up for me the french toast the other day.

To Rachel:

yea sorry once again for last week. thanks for forgiving me and still talk to me and stuff. Promise to buy you presents from china ok! play more Mahjong in sg during the 4 months, come back play with you again ok! you will improve definitely!

To siying:

hey, Idk how close I am to you but definitely you are always the first one I think of when I have problems or anything. sometimes I feel I'm like super selfish that I only call you or find you when I have things to tell you or whatever so I actually tried to cut down troubling you. shit idk why I'm suddenly tearing now but thanks siying for comforting me and talking sense to me, analysing everything to me and tell me about your opinions about other ppl according to what I tell you. Thanks for not judging me no matter what I told you. seriously you are one of the best friends I ever had in my life. sorry luh idk what to buy back from china to you but I will definitely try my best.

To xinyi:

idk what to type to you luh, maybe for my feed MJ theory. anyway thanks for helping me always doing things for me. Really appreciate everything you helped or say to me. Although you also quite guailan sometimes, but really, you are definitely the nicest friend I ever had.

fuck I'm not going to continue anymore. Its like I thought I'm so happy leaving sg already like finally, I'm leaving like in less than 12 hours time. And Idk why I'm crying now, seriously why?

this whole week has been so great for me, I got the life that I always wanted. but it always pay. I gained some new friends and make some other friends pissed off with me. Why can't life be balanced?

Idk what I'm talking now. I need this 4 months break. see you guys soon! (next year)

Amara Sanctuary Resort

2010-09-11T10:21:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii,

my life is so back to eggciting again! Went to Kendrick's 21st birday ytd night with Cassandra at Amara Santuary Resort which is superrrr awesome!

we stayed in a villa where theres a private pool (and I got wet -.-)

but however, it pretty sucks cause the management only allows maximum 3 ppl inside the villa as we are disturbing other guests. cause its a SANCTUARY resort. LOL

its damn fun reallyyyyyyyy with bua-ing ppl with cake, pushing ppl into the pool, the fail mambo jambo where the music refuse to be turned on. LOL

my fail Orange, Jellyfish, Orange, Jellyfish and my annoying orange tongue sticking out it. and our SISTER JI GU WEI. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok damn funnnnn. nvm you dont know what I mean.

was so tired walking around in Sentosa in the middle of the night trying to buy alcohol, walk around here and there and now I got blisters. and my bf was sooo angry with me cause I stayed over -.- and I quarreled with him like seriously.

had some talk sessions which is super funny but resourceful cause you shld seriously listen to how guys bitch about their girlfriends and everything. super funny. sometimes when you listen to how guys describe their girlfriends I feel like the girls are like being childish and immature and unreasonable, but then when it happens on me and my friends, we instead feel guys are insensitive and stupid and dumb. LOL.

I'm soooooooooo tired now really. ton all the wayyyyyyyyyy until 9am and then took train home with Cassandra and Ravi (jt *wriggle*)

still need to meet ASB later for sy and xm's birday celebration! tmr still need to study for my last gaming paper. OMG SERIOUSLY IM SO AFRIAD IM GONNA FAIL. JK

kkk going to catch some sleep now. nights.

:(

2010-09-05T23:57:00.002+08:00

my very good bf just fierce me while playing his dragonica and make me cry

I HATE HIM

2010-09-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAVING A BREAK FROM DPD

damn it why is it so difficult to understand?

Seriously! I don't understand a single fuck its saying! I keep reading and re-reading, trying to understand what it means but tadah, NO CLUE.

Luckily I got B+ for coursework grade, (not haolian-ing ok) if not I think I will need to take SUP for this. DAMN IT WHY!

This is my last exams seriously but why the subjects so dry one!!!!!!!!!!! I'm dyinggggggggggg.

I'm gaining soooooooooooo much weight and everytime I look at the mirror I feel I'm like so ugly, no longer glowing and no longer looking any good or glamorous already. I feel so old so ugly and so fat.

I'm seriously feeling upset about this but I can't stop eating!!!!! Maybe I should try digging my throat after I had a super full and sinful meal.

On a bright side, I'm lucky I had such a nice and loving bf already if not I'm sure no guys will ever want me again.

By the way, if any of my friends are reading this, please cherish your last 20 days with me cause I'm flying to CHEENA soon.

:( awwwwwwwwwww. I'm glad I celebrated Rachel's 19th birday last this last week already (though its not PURELY ASB gathering) and Siying's and Xiemeng's birday celebration next weeeeeeeeeeek. I hope only ASB members are present seriously. If not don't blame me for being guailan and attitude hor.

Ok I reallyyyyyyyyyyy need to start exercising! DAMN IT!

PEKCEK

2010-08-24T13:03:00.002+08:00

seriously I'm damn sick of my father to constantly call me in the middle of the night when I'm outside with my friends and expect me to go home IMMEDIATELY and yell and scream at me through the phone like some unreasonable and stupid uncle.

its like what happened ytd was, I reached home at 10pm+ and my father slept already. My bf was telling me he going to play MJ and I was sooooo tempted so I told him I wanna play too. So, I left house at 12am to my bf's house to play.

Reached at around 12+ and then we waited for his friends to reach. But one of them haven't reach yet so we started playing cards first. Then at 1am, MY FATHER CALLED.

and fyi, my father dont allow me to play MJ which is super ridiculous cause he plays himself too. So of course I cant say I'm playing MJ (which totally is not breaking any rules or crimes) and I told him I'm eating with my friends and told him I was home at 10 plus before I went out. Then he hanged my phone and I thought he will go back to sleep.

And one of my bf's friend haven't reach yet, so we started playing 3 leg. And fyi, I was on winning streak. Seriously I won games after games and games after games. Until when its at South wind, my father called again, 3am.

This time was different, he yelled and scream and scream and even say where am I he come and look for me. WTH. anyway this is how the conversation goes.

me: I'm talking with my friends, coming back soon.

father: TALK WHAT WHATS THERE TO TALK!!!! COME BACK NOW!!!!!!!!!!

me: I going china le ma catch up with my friends only what

father: CANNOT TALK ON PHONE MEH MUST TALK SO LONG?????????? WHERE YOU AT WHERE I COME AND FETCH YOU NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me: no need my friend driving she will fetch me back

father: WHICH FRIEND? HUH WHICH FRIEND!!!! VIVIAN IS IT?

me: no la vivian at home la, my classmates la, hana I will reach home by 3.30am la

father: WHAT 3.30AM? COME BACK NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KNNCB (yes he scolded me that)

me: okok (and hang)

LIKE TOTALLY WTF RIGHT???????? SERIOUSLY I'M SUPER DUPER PISSED. IF NOT FOR I NEED HIS MONEY EVERY MONTH ESP THE MONEY TO GO CHINA, I WILL HAVE MOVED OUT IMMEDIATELY.

If its like my mum who called I wouldn't even care less cause my mum very temperatural one, the next day she will cook and ask me 'you wanna eat?' already. I'm not even afraid of my mum.

but my father is different, got once I came home late and my phone batter is dead so I couldn't answer his calls. When I reach home he actually put the sofa behind the door. I pushed and pushed and then he woke up, without saying anything, SLAPPED ME AND FORCE ME TO MOVE OUT.

okok anyway, cause we were playing halfway, so my bf say after that round then leave. So I was totally like freaking out and panicking and anyhow play. but I still win -.- (which I'm supposed to diao-zhng one you know)

I left without even counting my chips lor. and then I reach home my bf told me I won $150 bucks, IN 45 MIN. I was so lucky ytd night, if not for my father's call, I could have win more lor. Seriously wtf why am I so scared and afraid of my father.

but anyway my bf's friend lost $25. my bf lost the rest. So in total I won 25 bucks only -.-

I HATE MY FATHER I WANNA STOP SEEING HIM AFTER LIKE I TOOK HIS MONEY FOR CHINA.

virgin ride

2010-08-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I wanted to upload the photos I took ytd of Vivian's driving but I accidentally deleted ALL!

DAMN DAMN DAMN.

anyway, vivian got her driving license 2 days ago! and ytd she drove her mum's car (HONDA ACCORD. 2000 CC ok)

was feeling damn eggcited when she told me she wanna fetch me and I'm the first passenger!!!!!

so we went to Thomson to eat prata (we took like 1hour to reach, from amk only ahhahahaa) ok its my fault I told her the wrong directions. you shld totally look at her parking. (the photo is deleted damn it) its like totally slanted AHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHHA.

U-turn was soooooooooo scary and parking cars in singapore is so difficult!!!!!!!

ok then we went home and drove to Toa Payoh, then we went to Serangoon Gardens and bought a cup of Nissin cup noodles. LOL.

then we went home. stayed over at her house.

next morning she wanted to eat dim sum for breakfast (yay got car can go eat wee~!)

but we took like 1.5 hours to reach Geylang from amk! LOL EVEN LONGER THAN TAKING BUS AHAHAHAHHAHAHAH joke.

it was nobody's fault. its the GPS fault. blame GARMIN.

ate and went to Woodlands to make her license buttttttttttt it was closed :(

kindsoul her drove me to Sembawang (bf's house) and then she went to meet her bf. HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

it seems like so amazing cause we grew up together since primary 1. from her driving me using a BICYCLE to such a big Honda Accord. awwww. there's such a indescribable feeling within me. awwwwwwww. LOLOL.

kk I so wanna learn driving now.

love bb

2010-08-21T15:03:00.000+08:00

About 2-3 weeks ago, I was gambling with my bf (using chips only not cash) and we played 2 ppl Mahjong, Stud Poker, 17 Card Poker, blah blah blah awww damn fun LOL.

AND I WON HIM 2 TIMES PLUS ALL HIS BASE. IN YOUR FACE MAN AHAHHAHAHAHA

the 1st lost he cannot smoke for 3 days in a week, 2nd lost he had to cook me a meal.

TADAH! he admitted his lost (but he still smokes everyday damn it) and cooked me a meal.

and my bf so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet (awww) he cooked all my favourite dish!

he cooked:

sweet and sour pork!!! it tastes better than my house downstairs zichar lor!!!!!!!!!

I wanna marry him already because he can cook sweet and sour pork (LOL)

then he cook small white vegetable (xiao bai cai)

awww damn niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (Y)

and presenting my favourite dish..................

TIE BAN TOFU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

doesnt it look so delicious???!!!!!

and he never ever cooked these dishes before and he didnt even refer to any recipe while he was cooking lor! I was just sitting at the living room playing my Itouch waiting for him to say "ready to eat"

hehehe love my bf <3

new love

2010-08-20T15:58:00.001+08:00

Presenting my new love, which might give me more fats but forget it.

DREYERS CHOCOLATE CAKE. YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM <3

NOT DEAD

2010-08-11T12:10:00.001+08:00

HI IM SO NOT DEAD

JUST THAT LIFE'S BORING.

tyvm

busy day

2010-07-28T01:14:00.003+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

I've a real busy day really!

SUPPOSED to have MICE tutorial at 9am

and Idk why I snooze my alarm and I woke up at 730am!!!!

OMG OMG OMG rush and hurry like a mad shit and left house at 750am

luckily I'm not late but I forgot to bring my blazer for lodging ppt at 11am!!!

damnnnnnnnnnnn so I texted all my friends and classmates and ask them to bring blazer for me but nobody reply my sms!!!!

When I reached school, I saw Sihua's text asking me why need blazer and she just woke up and theres no MICE tutorial _|_

wlao ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why nobody tells me one! then xiaoyun, xiuling and sherman were all there too LOLOL.

our group is damn loser la out of 7 people 4 came!

shows how loserish we are :(

So we went to Mensa to have our breakfast yum yum.

lodging ppt (LAST PPT OF MY POLY LIFE) at 11am and RongBin and Zheng Yi were late lor! COSTS US OUR BONUS MARKS.

AND MS MARIAH SAYS ME, XIULING AND XIAOYUN'S PART ARE VERY GOOD AND WELL COVERED HIAK HIAK HIAK!

yay last ppt over in my poly life :(

no need to wear blazer already :(

feels a bit sad uh actually

went to Rong Bin's house to play MJ again ahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I lost 10 cents :D

then went to eat Ching Lee or something some air-con restaurant in blk 106 its damn nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Xiuling's treat awwww so nice so nice!

went to meet my bf, mingkae and yong jian and we went to cineleisure to sing k!

awwwwwwwwww so fun!!!!!!!!!

caught last train home with my bf and ming kae heheh. <3

kkkkz boring I know

backstabber

2010-07-26T20:11:00.002+08:00

To my beloved ERJIE

Hi, if you are reading this, I'm telling you to mind your own business.

I post my clubbing photos all this etc is not for you to read AND definitely NOT for you to tell on mummy.

you shld totally know how she will behave and how she quarrel with father and how thus affecting me.

you shld also know clubbing is so normal for teenagers nowadays, dont ever tell me you never ever club before.

and yes, BECAUSE OF ME PLAYING MJ WITH YOU LAST TIME AT HOME, father banned me from playing MJ and I cant even tell him I'm playing overnight MJ and thus have to LIE.

if you wanna keep doing this, I'M TELLING YOU IM GONNA LOCK MY BLOG UP AND DELETE YOU IN FB AND BLOCK YOU FROM EVERYTHING THAT YOU CAN GET ACCESS TO ME.

if you are unhappy with me for clubbing or playing MJ, just call me and dont have to tell tales behind my back.

thank you.

clubbing+1h05 outing

2010-07-25T15:15:00.008+08:00

yoyoyo!

My life's quite happening nowwwwwwwwww like now only!

wed - club with Cass and Xiaoyun and then my bf went with Yong Jian and Mingkae too! WLAOOOO he still say each play own one, in the end his friends come and know my friends lor!

rachel and gang were there too! they were superrrrrrrrrrrr high dk why -.-

skipped Thursday class to clear leave ahahahahahhha.

Friday:went to school for gaming and FnB! I learnt whats the probability of getting BlackJack hiak hiak. next time I'm going to learn the probability of getting 13 yaos and Da Si Xi, and 18 Luo Han and Tian Hu !!!!!!!!!! LOLOL.

then went for outing at Marina Barrage with 1H05. - total people 10. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.

damn fun and funny lor. Sometimes its so nice to chill out with your friends and talk and laugh and eat and talk and laugh. LOL. Played level games LOL stupid game, 7 up, the chicky game and blah blah hahahahahhaa.

Realised we got lotsa drinks left and we suggested playing Chinaman. omggggg so fun! And they all assholes sabo me only. So in the end we all wanna peeeeeeeeeeee like real bad. We drank Peach Tea, Green Tea, Mineral Water, Lemon Tea, and I'm drunk HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jk.

Pris dare - stand in the middle of 2 guys and take photo.

Xiaoyun wanted to go club and I was considering cause I no $$$ :(

Then Xiuling and Royston suggested MJ and I straight OKOK GO GO GO!!!!

Thats how much I love MJ <3

Weihong keep winningggggggggggggggggg! But in the end my bf come and find me and he teach me how to play and then he take over my place for awhile and then I win hiak hiak.

total winnings: $8.50

cab fare: $20 (WTF LOL)

kkkkzz meeting ASB later weeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~

fooddddddddddddddddddddd

2010-07-19T23:35:00.004+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIII.

some updates:

TODAY!!!!!!!!!

went for 2 hour tutorial DPD and I had the greatest surprise in this sem! wtf lor I left house at 740am and yetttttttt I reached DPD classroom at 905am. wtf ok seriously.

xiuling and xiaoyun didnt come! so I went to sit with Peggy LOLOL.

10 min later, Xiaoyun turned up and I went to sit with Xiaoyun. Zhengyi the asshole try to sabotage me and Peggy's friendship. awwww not so easy ok. <3

LOL, and Mr Pras was giving out the individual URA report and I was thinking confirm 'C' la no need to take also know. then when Mr Pras called my name................................

LOL.

the first thing he said was "next time be careful" so I was expecting, C la C la. and guess what? Ming Kang typed T11!!!! some more both of us are from the same proj group. JOKE hahahahaha.

then he became talking HOW GREAT MY REPORT WAS. LOL until I flyyyy~~~~

then theres class tutorial discussion and I answered and he said I surprised him, if I wrote that answer for main exams I will Z my DPD!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHHAAH MOTIVATED. dunyan check out my gunsssssssssss! LOL

ate and went to amk to meet Alan.

super cheap thrill seriously with Alan the ugly doll ahahahhaha.

wanted to catch a movie at amkhub cathay but tickets cant be bought by money!!!!

can you imagine........cause its their anniversary thing and you have to buy Straits Times and cut out the coupon and redeem this tickets thing.

So manage to find newspaper for 90centsssssssssssss, includes 2 tickets, 1 small coke and 1 small popcorn. not bad uh. watched hot tub time machineeeeeee.

went to Douby Ghaut Mind's Cafe and paid 5 bucks for 3 hours board games. ok today is seriously a cheap day AHAHAHHAHAHA.

went to find bf after that and fall asleep immediately. he tried to wake me up TWICE and I got super pissed off. K woke up at 1030pm and went home LOL.

Yesterday, Sunday!

went to xifaht's house and she helped me to jailbreak my itouch. awwwwwww thanks!

then called Siying up whether she want to meet for dinner then she say ok, then ask her what she wanna eat she say "Rice" as usual. so we researched and found out all the nice RICE are in Geylang!

omg this tofu is super delicious super super superrrrrrrrrrrr nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry we 3 ate it before taking photos cause we were TOO HUNGRY.

the pork rib king is damn nice also!!!!!!! sorry we ate it before taking photo. ahahahhahahaa

went to eat dessert after that. and I was playing my itouch and suddenly one of the waiter put a kangkong on our table. then I was ignoring it cause I was too engrossed with my itouch. Siying and Xinyi gave me the 'huh why chia order kangkong sial' face. thanks lor why will I order a plate of kangkong!!!!

ordered this grassjelly red bean. ewwwww waste my money.

siying's strawberry ice. (Y)
kkkk thats end of my eggciting life ahahhahahahahahaha.

Random

2010-07-18T03:22:00.000+08:00

10 ways to living happily

1. When you meet your true love, strive to last long with him/her, because once its gone, everything is too late.

2. When you meet a trustable friend, treasure him, because in life, we don’t meet people we can trust easily.

3. When you meet your benefactor, you must remember to appreciate, because he is the turning point in your life.

4. When you see your ex, remember to smile in gratitude, as they are the people who increases your understanding in love.

5. When you meet someone you hated deeply before, smile and greet him, because he let you grow stronger.

6. When you meet someone who once betrayed you, talk to him nicely, if it was not of him, you will not see the true face of the earth.

7. When you meet someone you onced secretly like, you must wish them happiness, because when you liked them, don’t you wish they were happy?

8. When you meet people who left your life in a hurry, you must thank them from walking out on you. For they are a part of your memories

9. When you meet someone you once had an misunderstanding with, take the chance to clear it up. For it might be the only chance you might be able to explain.

10. When you meet your true love, you must be in gratitude, for now both of you has achieved happiness and true love. (:

LOL conversation

2010-07-17T22:47:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAH damn funny I came across this photo commenting and I literally LOL-ed hahahahahaha.

Kids nowadays are really funny.

apparently, theres this girl who is I think secondary 1??? LOL and there is this guy A, who commented on her photo, and then guy B scolded guy A HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA because guy B likes the girl. super funny lor you guys should read it. and guess what they are like 13 years old?? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

dk why I keep blogging maybe because I want faster earn my nuffnang 50 dollars! and I'm bored like very very very bored. today is Saturday you know and yet I'm at home. :(

Porn

2010-07-17T20:16:00.004+08:00

*sexual content*

Mk and Sherman were both discussing like why niggers wear baggy jeans ytd.

Xiuling and I got very curious but they refuse to tell us!!! LOL

finally they say cause niggers have super huge dicks, like 3x theirs HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAA.

they say like those very horny pornstars see nigger's dicks and then they fainted. me and xiuling keep laughing cause its like the nigger zips down their pants, and then the girl fainted. LOLOL, xiuling imitated this action, DAMN FUNNY AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I mean is it really true that nigger's dicks are like super duper long?????? the way they describe is like elephant trunk like that. So I google-ed it and heres what I found. (hello I didnt search for porn and neither am I horny I am just CURIOUS)

so I actually typed in "Does niggers have huge dicks?" in google.

and there are many porn websites like 'blonde fucked by huge dicks", "girl swallows black dick", blah blah blah. but I fucking swear I didn't click any of these links ok.

but anyway! THE RESULT IS............................................

ITS A HOAX!!!!!!!!!!!! but then studies and research has also shown that blacks has the biggest dick. next up is the whites, and followed by Asians. AWWWWWWWWW.

LOL I think its damn racist!!!!!!!!

seeeeeee its a hoax!!!!!!!! that nigger has 2 balls (I mean one behind), obviously the big one is fake one! OMGGGG BUT ITS DAMN REAL RIGHT.

anyway above is not suitable for children...................and I actually gagged.

LOOK AT THEIR BALLS. looks like they got tumour or something. ewwwwww damn disgusting. look at the third from the left, I think he needs to fuck a dinosaur, those super duper big kind!!!!!!!!! ewwwwwwwwww. hair stand. luckily I ate my dinner quite sometime ago. anyway source are from

http://encyclopediadramatica.com/The_Great_Black_Dick_Hoax

sorry if I disturbed your appetite. I'm bored you see. :(

Today is Saturday but my phone didnt even rang once!!!!! except for xiuling who ask me about project -.-

LIFE SO SAD ME IS SAD AWWWWWWWW. :(

updates

2010-07-17T00:44:00.006+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

here's some recent updates of me lately.

went to NDP rehearsal last last week with Loh Lin Hui ahahahhahaa

thanks Benjamin for the tix! :D

and this rehearsal is seriously rehearsal lor, cause its not a FULL DRESSED ONE

and IT RAINED!

compared to last year REAL NDP DAY WITH KMY, I would rate like 6/10

LAST YEAR ONE = 10/10! <3

OK AH LOH YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU.

this bitch was late again as usual ahahahahah but she made me sushi LOLOL. HEARTSHAPE ONE HOR. LOL.

and she insist in putting the sticker tattoo and I said NO CAUSE ITS NOT THE REAL DAY. HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
rain rain rain. like wtf seriously.

after NDP went rachel's house went to meet siying at yck and THERES NO CAB lor. waited for damn long before we hailed one and rush to rachismofo's house to watch soccer.

played MJ and I won 9 bucks!!!!!!!

anyway world cup season is overrrrrrrr awwwww. I lost 5 bucks in total. dont say like 'wlao 5 bucks only dont play better"

HELLO LIMBEI KNOW HOW TO BET OK THATS WHY NEVER LOSE A LOT. THE LAST GAME SUCKS LOR LUCKILY I BOUGHT DRAW FOR FIRST HALF HEH HEH HEH.

anyway I've been watching a lot of movies lately. I watched Eclipse, Toy Story 3, Repo Man, 9 Temples, IP MAN, Knight and Day, Karate Kid. my bf say when we have 500 movie tickets, he will bring me to Europe for holiday. (I yay-ed and he continued saying 'we will stop watching movies when we reached 499 tickets' -.- )

I insist my bf watch Eclipse with me and he is like falling asleep in the cinema. anyway!!!!!!!

OMG I LOVE JACOB BLACK. and I am like 'awwwwwwwwwww-ing' when Edward actually propose to Bella. :(

and its like I almost want to cry lor ( I suck at romantic films) then my bf whisper to me repeating what Edward say to Bella. I JITAO LOL AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG seriously joke.

awwwwwwwwwwwwww I dont know his head is like a bit in proportionate to his body cause his head is very small? he looks like Ivan tortoise lor, not face, body size only. ahahahhaa

look at him when he is young!!!!!!!!!!

LOL so cute.

and when he is in twilight 1 and half way new moon...................

ewwwwwwwwwwwwww its like so turn off. ahahahhahahahaa

ok enough of Jacob Black. I watched Repo Man with Xiaoyun this week and I almost fall asleep. Idk why ok la its quite nice. you guys shld......probably watch in PPS or something.

9 temples is like..................its a Thai horror movie and idk if it is because of my super retarded and cute bf beside me thats why I dont find it scary or the movie is really that not scary. AHAHAHAHA but I find the main lead actress damn hot ley, she looks the Mambo Queen in Zouk. SERIOUS!!!!!!! the plot is quite interesting BUT BUT BUT, misleading and confusing. me and my bf dont get it. LOL.

orlight I guess this is a long post, me and vivian havent meet up for like damn long until we got miscommunication! last time I blink she knows what I'm thinking and now she say she dont understand what I'm saying! HURTXZZXZ. :(

played MJ ytd and wtf I lost 20 dollars to 3 players can. this makes me look like I am a noob but hello the seat that i've been sitting is serious a sway spot lor. and guess what, I only let ppl win 2 times, and its like 1 tai or 2 tai. THAT DAMN ZHENGYI give ppl win like 8 out of 10 times. and he still win in the end!

I SWEAR I AM NOT GOING TO PLAY SHARE MJ AGAIN. FEEDER PAYS FOR EVERYTHING.

and I still want to complain one thing lor. that xiuling dk how to play mj one HAHAHAHAHHA jk. LOLOLOL she has 3 "er wan (twenty thousand) and 3,5,7 bamboo in her tiles. and she got flower and is eat all on her table. another player has 9 "wan zi" on the table alr, and she told me she know that guy is waiting for "er wan"

guess what, SHE THREW "ER WAN" when she has THREE "ER WAN" then you all must be thinking 'then she must bao everything what, since she threw 'wan zi' "

BUT NO, that sickening guy has 3 "hong zhong" and in the end he still "man tai " and some more he "DAN DIAO" er wan lor. sickening.

then I ask her " WHY YOU THROW ER WAN WHEN YOU HAVE 3 already ??? " -.-

then she reply " I want to eat all ma, then got one more tai " -.-

YA SHE GOT 3,5,7 BAMBOOs -.-

SO ANGRY LEY, UNTIL NOW. 3.20 you know. not cheap hor.

kkkk enough of grumbling. bbxz.

to Beverley

2010-07-14T01:17:00.003+08:00

Hi Beverley,

The reason why I want to say all these things to you through my blog is because I don't have

your fb/email/number as I deleted it/your bf's number or email or fb in case of further misunderstandings.

I am well aware of the fact of your negative impression towards me. But I believe that it is just a misunderstanding and there is no reason for such displeasure between us. I would like to apologise for my actions if any of them bothers you, especially of what happened in school recently. I would also like to explain on the mass mahjong texts. The mahjong incident actually started since the day I wished your bf happy birthday. It was just an innocent message that meant nothing but a sincere birthday wish and a mahjong invitation. In my opinion, I have always consider it polite to wish a friend happy birthday and don't see why it is wrong to wish an ex boyfriend of mine as well. Moreover, he replied "haha. Sure why not! Win your money! Haha!" since that is the case, whenever looking people to play mahjong I would include him in my mass texts.  Secondly, when I sent the third time, he also actually said 'why so last min! haha you pay for my cab la! Cannot leh tmr got soccer' so this has proven that he did not ignore all of my mass sent texts.

I believe we are all women and hence I understand how you feel when I send your bf texts and comment on his sister's fb. Jealousy is somehow incorporated in humans minds. However, there's always a limit for everything and I also want to get things clear to you.

To my ex bf: Beverley,could you kindly pls convey these to your bf since according to him 'I'm disturbing his peace and life'? Whatever reasons that caused us to break up last time, it could be my fault, I am sorry to make him feel so turned off and disgusted by me. But then, I was still young and naive that time, he was my FIRST bf. Not using this as an excuse, but seriously I do not know how to handle any r/s problems. I am not trying to bring any issues up or bring back the history and past, I hope whatever that had happened, had happened and there is no need to hate me until now because it takes two hands to clap. And since a party is already willing to take the initiative to be friendly, I don't see why he has to hurt me again by doing all these things.


I also wish to strongly emphasize that I had already kept a distance away from your bf and family alr. Also, I no longer had any feelings or whatsoever for him and definitely nor trying to get close to him and do something about both of you. I chose to tell you here because I hope you will stop being so rude to me in school. Come on you are not in secondary school anymore. Walking past you and saying 'CB luh, why suddenly here so smelly' is not a very mature behavior. I'm trying to tell you to stop all our disputes and quarrels because we are year 3 alr and if we don't clear things up, it will always be there. It's ok that we can't be just a normal aquaintance but it's not ok if you continue to treat me as your enemy. I hope that you will stop being so hostile to me if not I am quite positive that I am not gonna endure and accept your rude remarks and actions. However this also means never ending quarrels and disputes which I strongly wouldn't encourage as I don't know what consequences and impacts will be caused to both of us.

If you are still feeling sore or unhappy about anything, feel free to call me or approach me instead of scolding me behind my back. I believe that it's actually a very small matter and I dont want to have any arguements especially if it is because of your bf. of course I hope you dislike me because of other facts cause I find it stupid to start and pick a fight because of a guy who I totally have no interest and had no hope for. I hope we could actually put everything behind us and stop being so hostile to one another. You don't look like a bitch or someone who is totally unreasonable and ridiculous to me. However if you still wanna continue hating me and disturb me in school when I see you, believe me that me and my friends will not tolerate these nonsense anymore. My bf especially will try his best to protect me just like how your bf is covering and protecting you. I don't know what he will do when he steps in but he is definitely someone who is mature enough and reasonable enough to settle these kind of things. I'm not trying to threaten you or trying to start a war with you so please do not think that I'm actually trying to scare you or something.

What I want to say had all been typed out and I hope there will be no more conflicts or issues between both of us. I strongly believed that it is just a small matter and I don't wish to drag in or implicate other people.

Your graciousness and kind understanding will be greatly appreciated. Thank you very much. (:

ewwww

2010-07-05T21:05:00.001+08:00

today I saw the ugliest girl(subjective) in my life. I got a shock seriously. Long hair, short, plump and buck toothed.

4x gain

2010-07-01T20:01:00.004+08:00

Hi,

if you guys see my fb you shld know I lost my itouch yesterday at 313 :(

jtee is right, its a curse of 3!!!!!!

its a wednesday, I went to 313 Level 3 toilet, total with 3 ppl, I left it on the table, left, and realize it THREE hours later.

I'm damn sad la. I dont even dare to tell my bf cause he bought it for me you know. and I'm sure he will be damn hurt that I actually misplaced the itouch he bought for me. I didnt take good care of the things he bought it for me :(

but after I told him how I lost it, he is mature and calm enough to say 'forget it lor, dont sad la, also lost le, sad also wont come back. just next time dont anyhow and so careless again lor'

I told my dajie and she even scold me lor say 'no point trying to buy a new one. even if you buy a new one you will still lose it or spoil it. you never take care of your things. you shld learn how to take care and change your bad habit first. '

so i very sad.........damn sad.

even when I was sleeping I kept dreaming of my itouch itouch and itouch.

before i go for school i check my bag again and again whether it was there or not. but no. :(

when I was waiting for bus, i am damn sad i couldnt listen to songs and play my games.

i dont even wanna wait for xiaoyun at bustop cause i dont have my itouch to wait with me.

then at noon..........around 5pm. my bf called me and ask me to go to engine block to take something from him cause he dont wanna bring to his workplace. so i was still very relunctant lor, must be some clothes or shoes or what. so i even ask xiuling along.

then when i reached.........my bf passed me an itouch (BRAND NEW) 32 gb.

omggggggggggggggg I almost cried. seriously. sometimes I wonder why do I deserve such a nice bf. :(

he says he buy it for me cause he know im very sad and he dont want me to be sad.

why is my bf so nice one !!!! :(

MY HAVAIANAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-24T00:14:00.002+08:00

see my lovely couple havaianas slippers???

MOTHERFUCKER LEY SOMEONE STOLE MY SLIPPERS TODAY!

its like I went over to my bf's house today, and when I wanna leave, MY SLIPPERS WAS LIKE GONE!!!!!!!!!!

and know what, my bf stay in the corner-est unit ley, who will purposely go there and steal my havainas lor!!!!

seriously!!!!!! I hope that person die of leg cancer and have lots of blisters and had her leg chop off!!!!!!!! why steal my favourite havaianas!!! my bf buy for me one lor! I'm not upset that I lost my slippers ley, I dont even care if my golden haivainas got stolen or my Singapore havaianas got stolen lor!!! ITS MY COUPLE PAIR HAVAIANAS LEY!!!!!!!!!

so damn angry and upset now!!!!!!! *(#)(_)@(*#&@(#)@(#) +(*#(@*#(*#(*@#

dreams

2010-06-19T15:34:00.002+08:00

yesterday was orlight........

went to have steamboat dinner for Leon's birday.

Jtee was late as usual........and she even act angry lor. tsk tsk tsk.

steamboat eating was damn fullllllllllll but when I reach home I'm hungry ;(

after steamboat went to watch Karate Kid with Siying! Omggg like nong nong time since that both of us catch a movie. the cinema is damnnnnn cold.

reached home at 3am, did some Apple work (my ipod, not APEL) and slept at 5am.

my mum keep waking me up at 1pm as usual and nag and nag non stop!!! I just cant wake up cause I kept dreaming dreaming and dreaming. omg whats wrong with me?! I'm so damn tired now.

wanted to do URA indiv proj now. but HOW TO START I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA AND ITS DUE ON MONDAY. OMG HELP ME PLEASE IM SO GONNA DIE.

:((((

I HATE PROJECTSSSSSSSSSSS.

BALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

2010-06-18T16:04:00.001+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !

i got SOME of the photos from vivian's com last night and these are my Bali's photo. like 1/5 of it LOL.

anyway, I really enjoyed my 5d4n in Bali. Shopping there is (Y)

I really shldnt be blogging now and shld do URA report right. but then, I prefer blogging more LOL.

1st day:

- took SQ airlines to Bali. 2.5 hours flight. watched Shutter Island halfway -.-

- meal on board. niceeeee (Y)

- reached Bali around evening and theres a conceige waiting for us alr.

- total number of ppl: 22 pax

- went to a restaurant for dinner (Y)

- checked into our VILA which is super niceeeeeeeee omg omg omg

- took some bikini photos ahahahaha

2nd day:

- had breakfast in villa

- went to Bali Zoo ahahahahaha

- damn fun cause the tram ride is like air conditioned unlike the trams in SG which is like open air and ppl sweating like a dog.

- watched elephant show and sit on elephant. ahahaha fun and scary (Y)

- had lunch at the zoo where lions are surrounding us. hehe

- after zoo we went to shop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weee~

IMMA MILLIONAIRE OK~~~~~~~~~

the tiramisu is SUPERRRRRRR nice (Y)

with Sherron, vivian's mum's cousin. LOL. i think she is damn chio and hot.

hehehehe with vivian's aunt. ahahaha.

my loot.

2nd day

- went to some dk where where they sell hand made clothes which me and vivian bought nth LOL

- we wore our long dressssss and she say i look like a vietnam bride :(

vivian's mum. she is damn cute really. -.-

canvas bag which i bought it for like 5 bucks? LOL

day 3

- think we went to the beach????

- took the flying banana boat and i swear my eyelash extensions feels like flying away!!!!!

- went to turtle island and i got scared by a snake

- hehehe

I dont know where the remaining photos are la!!! :( next time then post again okok but I love Bali hiak hiak hiak.

going out to meet ASB later like finally hohohohohoh miss them (put for fun only)

and its damn funny that some girl actually thought my previous post "bitch and bastard" refers to her and someone. i think this world is having more and more stalkers. LOL

kkkxzx bye.

itouch!

2010-06-14T00:45:00.003+08:00

Hi I know the itouch craze is like a bit over but I just got my first Ipod today!!! I'm so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and it cost $308.

I know its like sudden that I got this device but its all because of my very sweet, loving and nice bf to buy it for me. (actually he himself dk why he buy for me also but he just bought it)

HEHEHEHE downloading games and uploading songs in progress. SO EGGCITED!!!!!!

I own an Ipod!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE~

bad things wouldnt last, even though some bitch and bastard ruined my day ytd, my day is so quickly recovered and brightened up by my bf. <3

I realise having and meeting my current bf is the best thing that happen to me in my life. :D muacks and love you bb.

Kiss Bali!

2010-06-11T13:31:00.002+08:00

HI im back from Bali on Wednesday. No photos yet cause its like hundreds of photos stored in different cameras. I took these photos from the villa website. I stayed in Villa 5 and these are the photos. ITS HEAVENLY NICE LOR.

Private swimming pools, jacuzzi, super huge bathtub.

outdoor toilet bowl and showering concept.

got kimonos!!!

got sarongs which is damn pretty.

free breakfast delivered to your dining rooms every morning!

staff are very courteous and friendly!

overall its damn nice!!!!!!

Villa name : Kiss Bali <3

navy open house

2010-05-26T21:43:00.008+08:00

Hi all, I really hate to blog idk why. but ok la blog lor.

went to Navy open house this Sunday with my bf, his brother and his brother gf. hehe couple couple very sweet right. jk.

anyway the weather is freaking hot and the sun is like scrotching bright and now i got tank top tan line. seriously the weather is a killer and i was sweating all over. imagine queueing just to see the ship under the hot sun, omg can immediately drop on the floor and become a puddle of water lor! oh i even saw Ali's mother and she is still the same lor keep scolding me ley!!!!

thanks to my bf's boss from navy also, we manage to undertable and sail on a warship. hehehe quite fun la BUT THE BIG AND ROUND SUN SPOILS IT!!!!!!

here are some photos i took during the sail..........and i like it a lot <3

my bf says this photo looks like wedding photo HAHAHAHHAA

his brother and gf
my bf looks like some taiwan ah beng here lor SERIOUSLY

i really like this photo but my bf's face just ruined it. LOL

the wind is soooooooooo big:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA.

heres another scary photo of me. i just wanna show that my face complexion has become better!!!!! you see:

and my eyes are brown :O

lastly, I LOVE MY BF and I KNOW YOU VERY LAZY NEVER READ MY BLOG ONE BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU OK. THANK YOU FOR SPONSORING ME MEALS WHEN IM POOR HAHAHAHAH (AND I'M ALWAYS POOR) AND ACCOMPANYING ME TO PLAY MJ WHEN I DONT HAVE ENOUGH LEG!!!!!!! MI XIU MI XIU~ <3

Lion

2010-05-15T21:25:00.001+08:00

HI THIS IS OBVIOUSLY A LION RIGHT???????????????????? I DRAW WITH MY EYES CLOSED ITS A LION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hate it

2010-05-15T01:54:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I cant stand my father.

its not like you can talk back and reason with him, cause if he find you REBELLING, HE USES ACTION, which he will hit you and maybe slap you and maybe bang down your door or something? but he never hit me before luh, except for once. thats because I've been tolerating all his nonsense and keep quiet.

I SERIOUSLY HOPE I GET IN OSIP NO MATTER HOW HARSH THE CONDITION IS, AT LEAST I GOT FREEDOM. (cross finger on the harsh conditions. life better be gooood)

2 months!

2010-05-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

Today, 7th of May, is my 2nd monthniversary = 0.16666666666666666666666 anniversary!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

alright, may seems short but I really got the very very very attached feeling with my bf.

it seems like we know each other for very long and together for very long. IDK WHY LUH.

anyway my bf tricked me to go to his house ytd night, I told him I dont want cause I got school today at 10am and blah blah blah.

then he very cheap he say he got present for me, so I very eggcited and so I went over his house lor. THEN TURN OUT HE BLUFF ME, THERES NO PRESENT AT ALL.

so I very angry angry angry cause I missed my lessons in the morning IM VERY UPSET. and resulting I missed my work in the afternoon.

so I keep grumbling and yelling at him until he bth, and he wrote me a love letter (no a love paragraph) then I simmered down.

overslept and couldnt watch Iron Man 2, went to Novena and had Fish n Co (yummmmmmmm) then bf went to work and I went home.

HI BF, if you reading this I want to tell you I love you deep deep. stop acting rose and elephant luh although it never fails to make me laugh everytime but will get boring soon ok! muacks.

sigh I havent do my OSIP essays yet. :(

haha

2010-05-03T00:33:00.002+08:00

Today something very weird and interesting happened.

I was walking in Toa Payoh central with Xifaht and suddenly a man knocked onto me very very very hard.

then I "OUCHHHHHHHH" very loudly but the man just walked away. I'm sooooooooooooo angry.

then I began to keep cursing and complaining and grumbling how pain it was to be knocked by that man, and walking with Xifaht.

and Xifaht was there keep laughing say "go tap him and say 'eh you knock onto me' la! "

then I was whining and grumbling and have already walked quite a far distance from my accident. LOL.

Suddenly Xifaht felt someone tap on her shoulder and we stopped and that man who knocked me approached us. I thought he want to do what sial. Then he suddenly.............

"did I knock you just now? "

me: YA!

man: oh sorry ley sorry sorry sorry x10000 times.

me: *paiseh* oh its ok its ok

man: sorry sorry

me: *more paiseh* its ok its ok

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA ok boliao I know. LOL

Shopping!

2010-04-29T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

sorry for the lack of updates hehehehehehehe.

Today I went to school for only 2 hours, waste my time.

so I ended school at 2pm and then I seriously feel like going out. but I doubt anyone will wanna go out with me so I decided to go home until I ask Dunyan randomly want to go out or not (she already going to board bus liao)

then she say "ok lor maybe going Bugis" then my eyes light up and say "OK I GO WITH YOU!" and we board bus 23 hahahaahahahahaha.

started raining so we make a big U-turn to Boon Keng and bought a TWO dollars and FIVE cents umbrella LOLLLLLLLLL (very big ok bigger than my head)

while on the bus my bf text me then I say I going Bugis to shop but I got no money, then he transferred me 100 dollars for me to shop (haolian only) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

yay happy girl and I'm very happy shopping with Dunyan! she is very jiao lor, she keep making fun of me and my cheese tofu. (VERY NICE WHAT)

and she is very AMAZED when she see shops selling fake eyelashes (SO LAME RIGHT)

bought 4 dresses and 1 belt for myself!!!!! SO HAPPY LOR CHEAP THRILL HEHEHEHEHE.

and bought 2 tee shirts, 1 belt and 1 shoes for my bf! (spend his money must buy something for him ma)

after shopping went to bf's work place and surprise him with his loots. and he very happy HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (I THINK SO HE BETTER BE HAPPY)

then went home.

seriously, I dont know what is wrong with my father. firstly, he dont let me stayover outside, ok this I can understand. He dont let me stay out late, OK I UNDERSTAND.

but WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND IS, I come home early liao, he still give me a face like I owe him 10 million dollars. HELLO WHATS WRONG WITH HIM? whats the point of me staying at home and rotting and playing my com alone in my room while he is outside watching tv happily?

he is happy when he see me sulking and rotting at home. WEIRDO. I hope I can go OSIP for 5 months so that I wont have to see his attitude at home everyday. seriously I want to start working next year when I graduate and move out. Yes I know my father will be damn lonely blah blah blah, but please lor, I stay at home I also never talk to him, WHATS THE POINT? talk to him he give me one very black face. let my dog entertain him better.

alright enough complaining. IM VERY HAPPY I BOUGHT 4 DRESSES MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

bf's birday

2010-04-24T00:37:00.004+08:00

Hi all,

ytd was my bf's birday 23 Apr

being a nice gf and such a wonderful and considerate and sweeeeeeeeeet, I decided to cook ji dan mian xian (egg meesua) for him, make him a birday card, and bought him a pair of Fred Perry shoes.

and fyi, I suck at cooking (ok not really, just that I never really cook and never really learnt, maybe I actually have talent ok!)

and my bf DEMANDED, I repeat DEMAND me to cook for him lor.

and when I tell vivian about my cooking plans I actually got insulted and got sour-ed until I feel like the biggest loser in the world (thanks hor)

so end up I bought ingredients all alone in Ntuc, went home and cook myself! ( thanks Dunyan for encouraging me heheheeheh)

and it takes out damn nice!!!!!!!!!!

share with you my recipe:

I bought

1) golden mushrooms (actually cause I like then i buy hahaha)

2) prawns (damn it although they are dead they look like they are alive so damn scary can)

3) chicken stock

4) vegetables

5) Dodo fishballs

6) meatballs

7) Longeitivy mee sua

8) soft bone pork

how to cook:

1) use a wok and put water

2) put the soft bone pork inside

3) put 2 cubes of chicken stock inside and stir

4) wash the prawns and put inside (so bloody disgusting)

5) let it boil

6) put meatballs and fishballs and whatever ingredients you want

7) take another wok and put water

8) put meesua inside

9) boil the egg and make it into a hard boil egg

10) when all is done, combined all together

YAY!

and its so delicious muahahahahahahahaa

so I cook it at 10pm, cleaned up everything and went to shower, reheat it so that its very hot.

then at 1120pm when I'm about to leave house and deliver my Heart Heart Meesua to him............he sent me an sms

"i later going MJ with my friend"

WLAO I VERY SAD YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then I text him and ask him not to go...but he says his friend leave house liao...and idk what to do I just feel like crying..........LOL ok loser I know.

then he called me and I began crying " then I cook the meesua liao now you want me to throw away???? *sob sob* "

he: *laugh* okok dont cry dont cry I ask him go home ok, you just come ok

me: then you say he leave house liao, you ask him cook for you luh *sob*

he: *laugh* aiyo..maybe he havent leave house ma, nvm you just come ok....

me: then now you so late then tell me I going to be late liao luh!!!! *sob sob sob*

he: *laugh* nvm one luh...late its ok de...got the heart can liao............

me: then i come now ar..you see not fun liao! you know im coming already!!! *sob louder*

he: okok dont cry luh ok...come now ok.......

me: ok...........

so I took a cab over with lots of things, the meesua, one bottle of Moscato and his present. Board a cab which the cab drive is damn young!!! he looks like 20+ but he is 33 years old luh. omgggg. then he told me that nowadays many young guys are becoming taxi drivers. WOAH.

alright, will show you photos some time, cause I never take any photos ytd. HAHAHAHAHA.

OK I LOVE MY BF!!!!!!!!! very very much and deep deep under the sea hehehehe <3

and if you are reading this you better treasure me much much hor!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRDAY BAOBEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! although I'm not the first gf to celebrate your birday with you but at least you are the first bf I celebrated birday for!!! and you are the first guy I cooked for ok!!! and even travel all the way to your workplace and surprise you! hope you love me deep deep and give me more pocket money HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA jk. :D

btw I feel like going OSIP but gpa must be 2.8 and above. and my gpa is only 2.6!!!!!!!! omg how how how!!! :(((((((((( SIGHHHHHHHHH

Miracle

2010-04-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hi all, i got my Miracle Perfume already, hehe comes with free Perfumed Lotion as well!

thanks Bingru for my birday gift! although its belated but i know you planned to buy for me like long long long time ago! hahahahaa. stop being emo and saying nobody loves you cause I believe your mum and dad love you HAHAHHAAHHA <3

I will promise you what I promised to you ok! hope you find your right girl soon and stop brooding over the old one! whats not meant to be is not meant to be ok! so stop brooding over and let nature take its course!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

friends

2010-04-16T21:40:00.002+08:00

sometimes I feel that, without my bf, I'm just like a total loner and idiot with no friends.

ever since my birday, I never even meet up with one of the ASB members, call them and 99% they are not freee. say go eat steamboat ley? they choose a date I'm not in town.

when I'm back ley? they never tell me they met until morning. so I didnt turn up.

MJ ley? that particular person is ALWAYS not free.

GAVE UP.

Genting trip

2010-04-15T16:53:00.010+08:00

hi all,

I'm back from my Genting trip.

this trip is sooooooooo diff from my other genting trips, LOL

IDK WHY BUT ME AND MY BF JUST ENDED UP VERY PATHETIC!! :(

first day: (sunday)

- reached genting at 2pm

- hotel check in is very very very very longggggggggg

- deposit our bags in baggage counter (gave 1ringgit tips HAHAHA)

- went to eat MarryBrown

- went to Ripleys' Believe It or Not and Haunted House

- went for palm reading (very accurate!)

- check in hotel, showered, rest, changed

- attempt to go KL but the cable car is freaking longgggggggggg q

- went to arcade and spend a lot :(

- back to hotel and rest

- bought movie tickets and watch Beauty on Duty (Y)

- attempt to go casino but fail

- arcade again

- back to hotel and rest

day 2(monday):

- woke up 9am, go for breakfast in Resorts World Cafe

- went to themepark and most rides are closed :(

- spent like 20rm on the tikam thing but won nth!!!!!! :(

- back to hotel, changed and off to KL!

- realised that no bus goes to Puduraya

- took another bus to KL

- take taxi to Puduraya (23RM)

- bought 2 bras, 2 tee shirts, bf bought zippo lighter

- no bus back to genting :(

- take taxi back (70RM)

- bf went to withdraw another 50 ringgit and we regrettably spent 35 on arcade HAIZZZZ

- bf fall sick

- menses spotted

- back to hotel and sleep

day 3 (tues)

- woke up at 11am packed, and went for breakfast at 12

- no more breakfast, and we are left with 25RM :(

- bought marrybrown and left with 10RM

- bought cooling water and left with 3RM

- board bus, stopped at the hawker centre

- left with 3RM, we bought 2 herbal tea eggs LOL

- reach sg at 10pm

- eat at golden mile, wanted to take a cab but no cab, ended up taking bus home LOL

alright, photos:

Ripleys' Believe It or Not (its very amazing lor seriously!)

hahahah i got short legs
this guy is super awesomely tall. my bf is 1.85m btw. OMG

couple red bull shirtttttttttttt. <3
couple Braziliano slippers <3

we thought these was clouds flying down, but ended up its just FOAM. BUBBLE FOAM -.-

hate this catch duck station! it stated 0 = no prize 1 = big 2 = medium 3 = large.

AND I SEE MANY PPL CARRYING THE AWESOMELY BIG BEAR. but i got 0!!! :(

wondering my eyelash why so long. because i had an eyelash extension 1 week ago. LOL

cable car back to genting at night. very scaryyyy.

got this pillows from the arcade!!!! LOL
alright. end. looking forward to our next holiday trip. Batam maybe? LOL

MY 18th BIRDAY

2010-04-10T19:03:00.008+08:00

HELLO.

rachel complain that i never blog about my birday. wlao busy rightxzxx.

anyway, I spent my birday this year with Rachel, Siying, Xinyi and Xiemeng.

(jtee went missing. oh well)

Yes, total 5 ppl. I never ever had a birday celebration with more than 5 ppl.

FATE.

(either only 4 ppl likes me or I'm damn unpopular, or the organiser never invite more ppl HAHAHAHAHA) EH JK OK I STILL ENJOY MYSELF.

anyway, that day, my dajie came home and bought me a cake, my 2 little nephews came too and sing birday song with me. SO CUTE RIGHT. then one of them blew off my candle before song is over. WA SO CUTE RIGHT -.-

and then i went over to meet ASB at xinyi's house. wear until nice nice with makeup on worxzxsxz then end up whole day stay at her house. LOL. its ok luhhhhhhhh i never blame you really.

yay, blew candles and sing birday song, take photos, SO SWEET :D

the birday cake they say they bake themselves one (till now i still doubt HAHAHAHAHAHA)

alrighty, then we play MJ bingo, a new game that i learnt! very fun!!!!!! (i then play with my bf the next day and he lost 70 bucks to me LOL)

and i lost 3.20 to Rachel. :(

and they keep saying theres going to be a chef coming to cook for us. rachel even take out her phone and say 'er hello we have an appt at 730pm" and I believed lor wtf.

alright, so had teppanyaki, I COOKED RICE OK! very nice (you ask siying she finished the whole rice cooker hahahahahahha) got prawns, meatballs, honey chicken wings, sausage, cheese TAUFU, WA IS HEAVEN LOR! EAT UNTIL ALMOST VOMIT BUT its just damn nice!!!!!!!

alright then after that we played games like zhong ji mi ma and the song lyrics thing. hahahahahhahahahahahahah we laugh like mad.

washed everything clear everything then we went upstairs to play MJ and i lost 2 dollars.

AND XINYI SAYS I NO PAI PIN (MJ MANNER) wlao eh angry ley, she keep complain i never feed her and kpkp, next time dont want be her upper leg liao always complain complain humphhhhhhhh.

rachel and xiemeng damn funny they keep "ZI MO ZI MO ZI MO ZI MO " for the last 2 rounds and they really zimo-ed. LOLLLLLLLLLLL.

then after that i lost 2 dollars and they say 19th year old blow candle will sway one.

alrightttttttttt. photos (not in order hor, cause i post from 3 different cameras)

my birday cake from my dajie so cute right!!!!

I think we are distributing chips or something LOL

MY FACE. THANKS LOR

hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

cooking rice.
good hair day (notice my skull looks like harry potter scar HAHAHAHAHAH! )

birday card!!!!!!!!!!

MY PRESENT - CHARLES AND KEITH BAG.

hello thank you all of you! jtee is a boxim friend cause after that she called siying and ask her what they bought for me. SO BOXIM LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!

humph nvm. thats my very simple birday celebration. tyvm.

may all of you prosper and huat arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

forever 18

2010-04-03T12:00:00.003+08:00

hi all,

I'm finally 18. YAY!!!!!!!! i can finally go to clubs and drink alcohol.

i can help my friends to buy cigarettes too!

HOW COOL IS THAT?

(omg i sound like Jtee)

anyway, I'm not here to haolian. (ok i am) HAHAHAHAHHAA

ytd night at 1159pm, my bf called me

him: hello................what you doing

me: watching videos lor, nth much

him: never go out meh? haiyo your birday stay at home

me: hahaha i very tired ma. you working is it? not busy meh?

him: ya I come out awhile to wish you lor

me: hehehehe (still happy) thank youuuuuuuuuuuu. faster go work luh

him: you know where I am or not?

me: work lor

him: your house downstairs.

me: HUH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okok you come up lor

and then he got me this................................

alright, why a jumbo elephant? oh theres a story behind it and I'm sure you dont wanna know it. LOL

and he is damn rude he say "the elephant butt very big ley. like yours"

*&$)@#*@_$&U*#_)@*#

alright and then in between the bouquet of HANDFOLDED roses, there's actually L(something) lights, and when I press a button at the bottom, it lights up!!!!!!!!!! SO COOL RIGHT! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

I LOVE MY BF. THANK YOU BAOBEI. you are the first bf to celebrate my birday with me and I'm really very very happy. :DDDDDD

OK DONT JEALOUS OK FRIENDS, (hahahahaha if you are jealous, YAY I SUCCEEDED)

friends

2010-03-29T01:24:00.002+08:00

I know this is so corny and so old school........but its true.

sometimes when I got problems or something to talk to, or trying to find someone to go out with, I will not find friends who are attached. cause most prob they will just be with their bf and have no time for friends.

and i hate ppl who places bf/gf higher than friends. LOL

I have friends who just care about bf bf bf and bf, and it pisses me off especially when I'M SINGLE.

ok now I'm not single, and my phone has been ringing less often, does my friends feel that way like how I used to last time?

seriously, dont feel that way please.

FRIENDS, I'M HERE. you shld know who you are and who I'm referring to.

stop. shutting. me. out.

bad dream

2010-03-26T17:11:00.002+08:00

this morning I bought breakfast and went to my bf's house.

after eating breakfast, I fall asleep, like immediately

and had a dream immediately.

The dream was very interesting, I was like riding on a scooter, dream of random ppl like my cousin, my dead uncle, some fat auntie, some fat lawyer, my grandma, and even a judge from hell.

SO basically my dream is about me trying to save my cousin's soul from hell, -.- OK LAME I KNOW

then the judges and the high rank ppl from hell voted that I will be a very very good salesperson and hence they wanted me to do sales in hell.

I was still feeling very honored and proud lor.

then I went to a bakery shop where there's a fat girl baking and carrying bread. btw she is a ghost luh. then i started asking her when and how will i die.

fat girl ghost: i cant tell you, its a secret

me: huhhhhh like how? tell me luh, like bang by car? i jump down building? or what?

fat girl ghost: even i tell you, when you die you also wont remember. you are dying tmr

me: tmr? SO FAST???????? why????? i havent get my sup paper results yet.

fat girl ghose: I ALSO HAVENT GET MY A LEVELS RESULTS THEN DIE ALREADY. I TAKE SEVEN PAPERS SOMEMORE LEY

me: HUH? WHY SO UNFAIR??????? WHY? WHY ??? ( going to cry soon )

*suddenly i saw my bf waiting for me outside the bakery shop.

me: you see that guy over there? he is my bf!!!! he is waiting for me. i dont want to die tmr!

*started crying*

and i woke up and start sobbing non stop.

my bf was damn shocked he keep asking "whats wrong? "

me: I'm going to die tmr............

HAIZZZZZZZZZZ. what a bad dream :(

Mundane

2010-03-22T10:58:00.002+08:00

me and my bf have been meeting since last sunday.

Sunday, monday, tues, wed, thur, fri, sat, sun, today

8 days in a row. omggggggggg. what if one day he just got sick and tired of seeing me :(

alright anyway, overnight MJ is fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lost 32 bucks to my bf, sy lost 25 bucks to my bf, BUT BUT BUT siying "hu" the last game by having 13 yao!!! woahhhhhh first time, LEGEND.

ytd me and my bf are too bored, hence we play 2 ppl MJ. i won first round PING HU, hehehehe 32 bucks. game rule is minimum 8 tai to hu, maximum 12 tai.

but he keep winning 13 yao after that. mofo.

i won two rounds of 13 yao!!!!!!!! happyyyy. didnt know it was sooooooo easy to make when playing 2 ppl. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.

alright this post is only on MJ, my life is sad i know. I NEED A JOB. SERIOUSLY. my posb bank left only 12 bucks. my uob left 19.90. TELL ME HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE? i still have 9 more days to gooooooooo. :(

sweet

2010-03-18T21:22:00.003+08:00

damn, why is it everytime i exam i will fall sick uh!!!!

intend to study for my acct sup paper ytd, but failllllll. i sneeze non stop can!

today - cough non stop, until my lungs almost coughed out.

my bf knew i wont be eating lunch today cause I'm too lazy. just when I'm boiling water to eat my Nissin cup noodles, he called.

him: hello?

me: hello???

him: you eat already???

me: er.......not yet why?

him: you want to eat with me or i tabao for you?

me: huh where you?

him: your house downstairs.

AWWWWWWWWWWW. so sweet right? kekekeke. so i went down and eat my lunch with him and he go to work after that.

ok i just come here and show off only. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA guailan i know. :p

anyway i met my dajie ytd to go for Loreal Private Sale. hehehe damn cheap i damn happy a lot of loots.

1) Biotherm loose powder - $20 (original 50+ lor)

2) Vichy travel kit ( got cleanser, toner and moisturizer) - $5 only!!!!!!!

3) YSL lip gloss - 8 dollars each!!!!!

4) Kyle (idk how to spell) facial cleanser - $15

5) Loreal hair spray - $5

5) sample Ralph Lauren perfume - 3 for $10

HEHEHEHE SO CHEAPPPPPPPP LOR.

rent

2010-03-13T15:22:00.001+08:00

My mum just told me she wanna rent out my room to have an income of 500+ every month.

:(((((((((((((((((

Mambo

2010-03-11T17:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

i went mambo again yesterday night. and for some reasons i ended up dancing mambo alone....

LOL. luckily Dennis Lim saw me and he offered to lombang me home. went to eat Mac and yay save cab fare lor. TYVM if you are reading this.

Mambo really very fun luh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

atttached

2010-03-10T14:45:00.001+08:00

Hi all,

I'm attached. TYVM.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAA

MAMBO JAMBO

2010-03-04T14:16:00.001+08:00

went for mambo ytd night and its damn fun! Cause I'm damn busy trying to follow the steps and moves from the mambo king and queens at the podium. and I will be damn irritated if ppl blocked my view or anyhow dance beside me. I will like "hello its MAMBO LEY dont anyhow dance can or not, want then go phuture luh wlao eh"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and the moves of the mambo songs is damn funny and cute!!!!!!!!! OMG I LOVE MAMBO

prawning

2010-03-02T14:36:00.001+08:00

went prawning at 3am this morning.

omg I got beginners luck HAHAHAHA

I caught 2 prawns in the first 30 min

and nothing in the next 1.5 hours...............

BUT OVERALL I CAUGHT 7 PRAWNS OK!!!!!! HUGE ONE!!!!!!!

OMG SO FUN I WANNA PRAWN AGAINNNNNNNNNNN.

2010-03-02T02:52:00.000+08:00

Dreams

2010-02-27T14:49:00.002+08:00

I think I need a dream catcher. Damn it I keep having weirdddddddddd dreams every night!!! Its like continuosly until every time I woke up I feel so damn tired. And when I snooze, even in a short 5min, I DREAM AGAIN !!!!!!! tell me how sad my life is now.

I'm sooooooooo tired yet I just keep dreaming and dreaming.

This morning I dream that I am actually in the same class as my ex's gf, and she turn out to be my cousin, and she is a realllllllll bitch. Seriously.

Then I dream of my ex who turn out to be such a horribleeeeeeeeeeeeee creature and bastard and I'm totally so pissed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then I dream of a guy, er I think the one I seen in How I Met Your Mother, the Gael ( from Argentina)

And then I dream that Haw Par Villa is revamped and then there's a roller coaster ride, and I FLEW OUT OF THE ROLLER COASTER !!!!!!! tell me how scary this is.

and then I dream of random people, very very very very random people. Damnnnnn when can I stop dreaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lose

2010-02-26T19:32:00.002+08:00

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Imma loser :(

lost to my sister, lost in MJ, lost in BJ and Daidee. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

full

2010-02-26T02:45:00.002+08:00

wlao I'm so full now!

just went to MJ with vivian lai and lee siying and I lost 6 bucks. :(

and walked all the way from vivian's house to my house opp Macdonalds and had twister fries and nuggets UPSIZED. DAMN I AM SO FULL

I can feel my tummy is so bloated now :(

and suddenly, I'm sian-ed of clubbing. Seriously.

emo

2010-02-25T02:35:00.002+08:00

its 2.35am now and i shld be studying for my CRS exam, esp its a 930am paper.

dont worry im gonna study after i finish posting this, I promise.

After reading my friend's blog, I feel.......ya what she said is right, though she dont really know how to differenciate between whats wrong and right anymore.......

she is stupid......while im playing. she say as long as the end of the day I dont regret and I'm happy, then why care? but she is not happy, she is just sinking herself deep deep deep and deeper.

I may be sinking into this game soon.........and never climb up, and at the end of day, it is only ME that can climb up and restart my life.

friends said this, says that, say here, says there. do I listen? Yes, maybe starting........but I ended up falling back, sinking deeper, and worst, I dont feel any guilt.

if you are reading this, you must be confused, dont bother asking me cause I wont say anything too.

can I hope again? is there really any hope in this world? are all nice and good guys gone from me? feel like I'm only meeting those bad and bastard ones.

I promise myself, I AM NOT GOING TO GET MYSELF HURT AGAIN. FEEL SO LOSERISH. WHY SHOULD I GET HURT WHILE THE OTHER ONE JUST HAPPILY FORGET AND ENJOY THEIR LIVES?

but I just cant stop thinking......damn, why am I born so emotional.

k, back to studying for CRS. wish me luck ;)

random

2010-02-22T13:41:00.002+08:00

hi all,

i didnt go for acct paper today. im toooooooooooo tired. didnt sleep at all on saturday night. went to rachel's house attempted to study but ended up falling asleep. went to xinyi's house attempted to study and ended up falling asleep also!!!! damnnnnnnn

went home and wanted to sleep first and wake up at 2am to study, but I didnt.......and slept till 1pm. HOW TO GO EXAM WHEN I NEVER STUDY LEY.

so I shall go take MC later. *cough*

random photos:

took this when Im on a double deck bus last time.

I WONDER IF I CAN STAY SUCH A HOUSE LORRRRRRR :(

Chu yi --- went to Bugis Street and pray with my mum and sis. woahhh the temple is so packedddddddddddddddddddd lor.

ppl need to q to go into the temple. so i use my clubbing skills and squeeze in. different is, ppl are carring joss sticks, and i got burned lor!!! :(

SI BEY LOR

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

i wanna be healthy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like seriously :(

long post

2010-02-20T23:38:00.022+08:00

HELLO

im back, and monday is my acct paper, but i havent studied a single shit yetttttttttt

and theres so much things to study! omg im so gonna fail.

anyway there are are so manyyyyyyyyy photos i wanna upload!!!!

Last week monday, 8 Feb, I brought Craig to Haw Par Villa, ( no photos of me cause that l0ser never even offer to help me take please!!! )

he says this crab is very scary LOL

Wed 10 Feb - Zirca, Attica, Phuture

was super highhhhhh and I even went to a guy and ask him for money to buy hotdog, and he gave me 50 dollar note and he walked away without me giving him back the change. but as a honest girl, i went after him luhhh
12 Feb - Friday - Celebrate's Jtee's birday :D

Her dare: wear the RED feather hairband LOL

went to vivo and drink
vodka neat hahahahahahah look at her face LOL

Ruhai left early though
board Rachel make LOL

Classic:
Skipped the 2 days of Lunar New Year, cause I dont have the photos.

14 Feb - Rebel

15 Feb - KL

Day 2 - Mid valley
800RM Domokun LOL
vivian's biao yi, ( mother's cousin)

ordered sakae as well. total bill = RM 390 WOAH

look at this cake so cute.
Burger cake.

Day 3 - Mid valley, Sungei Wang, Pyramid

heheh so big the cup. ended up we dont have keys home and her uncle couldnt be found, so went to her biao yi's house.

Day 4 - pyramid

was very hotttttttttttt the weather seriously!!!!!!!!! so we went to pyramid and wash hair. and wtf lor, all the salons there all closed -.- so ended up washing hair, me and vivian = RM90. she paid for me muahahahaahahhaahaha. bought our bus tickets back also.

Day 5 - rot at home, steamboat, clubbing

teddy bear and...er forgot his name

total bill = 270RM

went home and faster prepare and her biao jiu ( mother's cousin) come and pick us up :D

the crowd is woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

their beer cup damn big. looks like urine though.

had chivas and it cost about 500RM per bottle. SUPER EX LOR

the most handsome guy in the club (SIDE VIEW)

litter everywhere. sibei dirty lor i dont likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
act one sexy and chio only
focus on the girl in purple. MALAYSIAN FASHION

their green tea -.-
vivian's cousin ordered Waterfall for us.

AND IT SUCK LORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 57RM.

why it suck:

the portion is damn big and its damn strong

i drink liao want to vomit please

I dont like KL club cause inside ppl can smoke can litter, plus their fashion sense cmi, ppl inside all 30+, they bang ppl never say sorry one lor, toilet floor damn dirty ttm.

went to eat fish and chips after that, reached home and gamble all the way till 8am, packed and home sweet home. :D

I WANNA GO SUNWAY LAGOON NEXT TIME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KL

2010-02-19T19:02:00.002+08:00

Hi all.
I'm literally rotting in KL now
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. slept till 230pm, eat and sleep back till 6pm
wlao this kind of life, SG also can live dk why I come here,
maybe the house is bigger.................food is nicer.............

dont ask me for presents cause i bought nothing :D

IM SO BORED NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!
vivian keep saying confirm go clubbing but end up she come menses today and cover herself in a bigggggggggg blanket for the whole day.

:(

vday

2010-02-15T05:12:00.002+08:00

This year Vday is really a special day..................

it actually falls on 初一

how i spend my vday from 12am

1) countdown at Melvin's house

2) went home and gamble with my sis and won 20 over bucks hehehe

3) started doing a very belated birday present

4) talked on msn with KJ

5) switched to talking on phone with KJ and seriously DAMN JOKE HAHAHAHAHA

6) slept at 6am

7) woke up by AH BU at 10am

8) went to temple at Bugis street (photos next time)

9) went to mother's friend's house

10) went home and went to vivian's auntie's house

11) helped out to cut, open abalone cans, set tables and etc

12) received a bouquet of 12 roses and a box of Fereror Rocher -.-

13) rot at vivian's auntie's house until 11am and went home

14) prepare and went to Rebel with Cassandra, her friend and tortoise

yuppppp thats it. compare to last year..................hmmmmm at least got flowers luh hor? but then shit luh the flowers seriously grow ants lor and really a lot of ANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate real flowers. NOW.

hey babies, I'm going KL with vivian later at 9am. will be back about 3-5 days later? :D

NEW SKIN

2010-02-09T01:04:00.001+08:00

Hi I've changed my blogskin.

Is it nicer ???????

YES OF COURSE!

New year must have new skin HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA.

And I relinked the links already YAY LIKE FINALLY LOLOL

Alright I promise I will update my blog more regularly and put more photos! :D

CNY!

2010-02-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

I was wondering for this CNY that I wouldnt buy any new clothes or new things cause I am reallyyyyyyyy broke. And fyi I still owe Singtel $90+ for my phone bills and UOB about $207 dollars. I'm so broke and dead.

But however, I still have cash right.......so I still bought:

1) a pair of sandals

2) a pair of Braziliano Praia

3) 2 dresses

4) a Zara top

5) a Pull and Bear romper

6) 7 panties

I still wanna buy!!!!!!!!! I still need a bag, bras, and maybe a heels? And I need to go facial seriously! Omg and I'm so bloody poorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :(

Anyway, I brought Rachel's cousin, Craig, who just came from New Zealand to Haw Par Villa today. And this sucker is sucha loserrrrrrrrrrr. Seriously, just because he didnt hit the bell for the wishing well he keep on saying HPV is shit and it sucks! LOLLLLLLL. LOSERRRRRRRR.

Met Siying and Rachel after that and had Pepper Lunch. Wanted to catch a movie but no more time slotsssssss :(

SAD

I WANNA WATCH MOVIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!