no, like 3 hours ago, slept awhile, met up with Red Bull for breakfast and shower and my bf is coming over nowwwwww.

hey to asb:)

thanks for last week party

seriously, I'm soooooooooo sorry I caused so much trouble when I'm drunk but I swear I didn't ever have a thought to hurt or cause any trouble to any of you.

if being overly friendly and talking to strangers in clubs means I'm behaving loosely, I'm totally speechless. Life's been so great so happy and fun with you guys. Never fail to make me laugh.

To Jtee,:

I swear you are the cutest girl I met on earth and in my lifetime. sorry that I scolded or being hostile to feifei that day or to you. didnt mean to cause any unhappiness between both of you. thanks for always supporting all of us when we have troubles or quarrels with our other friends. whenever I feel guilty or something you always supported me like no matter what, eg like sophia birday chalet incident. really thanks so much and pls pls pls take care and try to be punctual. thanks for topping up for me the french toast the other day.

To Rachel:

yea sorry once again for last week. thanks for forgiving me and still talk to me and stuff. Promise to buy you presents from china ok! play more Mahjong in sg during the 4 months, come back play with you again ok! you will improve definitely!

To siying:

hey, Idk how close I am to you but definitely you are always the first one I think of when I have problems or anything. sometimes I feel I'm like super selfish that I only call you or find you when I have things to tell you or whatever so I actually tried to cut down troubling you. shit idk why I'm suddenly tearing now but thanks siying for comforting me and talking sense to me, analysing everything to me and tell me about your opinions about other ppl according to what I tell you. Thanks for not judging me no matter what I told you. seriously you are one of the best friends I ever had in my life. sorry luh idk what to buy back from china to you but I will definitely try my best.

To xinyi:

idk what to type to you luh, maybe for my feed MJ theory. anyway thanks for helping me always doing things for me. Really appreciate everything you helped or say to me. Although you also quite guailan sometimes, but really, you are definitely the nicest friend I ever had.

fuck I'm not going to continue anymore. Its like I thought I'm so happy leaving sg already like finally, I'm leaving like in less than 12 hours time. And Idk why I'm crying now, seriously why?

this whole week has been so great for me, I got the life that I always wanted. but it always pay. I gained some new friends and make some other friends pissed off with me. Why can't life be balanced?

Idk what I'm talking now. I need this 4 months break. see you guys soon! (next year)